Beautiful Mess

I know I Am not the only who sees How truly beautiful you are I find myself having to admire you from a distance so far. Hopelessly, I wonder If I am worthy of your tears intensifying my fears Those tears I see as frail as glass I've watched you try to hide As a piece of me silently dies How can I express in words How much everything You go through for me truly matters What a beautiful mess stands before me And everyday that I have you in my life I pray to God not only to Justify my love but to somehow Make me worthy