Beautiful

I look to the world around Struggling to stay above ground Staring at such brokenness Why has life lost it’s bliss I’ve shrank so small Loosing myself in the Weight of it all Darling I’ve dreamed of you Oh so many times Can’t count the times I’ve cried This life has never gone as planned Oh how I’ve lost who I am Dreams become awakened Memories are not forsaken As I look up to the stars I see who you are You’re beautiful I’m deathly afraid of being Stuck in my head I’m terrified of The silence of my bed So many nightmares come and go Always feeling the lowest low I feel so empty inside Covering up the tears I’ve cried I resort to such lowely desires Ensnared in such painful wires I begin to settle again Trying to forget I’ve been born again Such guilt crippling my faith Starting to think it’s all too late I need a glimpse of your heart To give me the strength to start Give me a glimpse of your eyes So I can begin to fly Darling I’ve dreamed of you Oh so many times Can’t count the times I’ve cried This life has never gone as planned Oh how I’ve lost who I am Dreams become awakened Memories are not forsaken As I look up to the stars I see who you are You’re beautiful