Battle Scars

What's the point wake up in the shadowless world A sunless sky I ask you now why should I try why should i buy into all of the things people find so worthwhile why do i want to be so different? i can hear the music through my window i could hear the world trap music plays im more accustomed to the andre 3000 sounds so i mostly stray away i tighten my bowtie and welcome the night take a shot of the whisky and begin to write of the wrongs that i've done and my dreams of the light its only then that my sun will rise i smile at the light it's nothing more than a welcoming call i'm so close to my goal but im not there at all my body becomes possesed with unimaginable drive to think two months ago i didn't want to be alive i made plans of my death never though of suicide just a victim of the world who would not let me survive but that was the stress and anxiety im depressed because i though that i was good and my friends said i was less so i'm locked in my room to protect everyone because i long for one person who was never gonna come why should i try and buy my way through life? most likely because i know that i could do right because i could possibly fill you with light because of the whisky or because i feel right regardless of the answer i'm so proud of my fight