Back To How It Was

Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Do you see who I am or what you can make me? Do you see the pain or the fake happiness expected of me I know we can't go back but can't the future be better?!?!?! I don't want to resent my own mother forever!!! I know I've made my share of mistakes. But mom, here me out!!! I'll never be perfect! Please don't turn your back. I can't believe it's so hard just to talk to you, but you don't understand!!!!!