Baby Blue

I can love and leave like they never mattered to me Even though at one point you we’re a big part Of me Idk why I do it I can’t let it be , I guess it’s because my first love still ghosted me I try to end the cycle I try to be free But in the end it’s you that’s still haunting me I can still love you with all my heart and just up and leave And I wonder why my first love never thinks of me It’s like they know I’m just not meant to be But in all reality your the one who done this to me And I’m sorry to the people I let this be If I told you the reason , y’all would throw the book at me The heart is a funny thing , it’s running the game But what do you do when your head and your heart is stuck in the same The same never ending loop hoping something will change But it never does so you try to brush it away Find it in something new but after time it always goes back to you I always knew I would get what I dished out But why did it have to be from you