Awareness

I am here But am I really here My very existence As already been programmed over a million years ago Time is like a flowing stream of water See how it flows They say we determine our actions But I say God determines it for us Our ability to succeed is not solely by strives and struggle I saw him die but at that moment he was still alive It was 10 am but he died half past five What if our very existence is just a mere dream? And the reality is not exactly what it seem I am here But am really here I am having dinner with a stranger Who I treat like a wife And suddenly every thing goes dark And I am cut off by a knife My brain seizes to work And I can remember my first name Then I ask myself what is this kind of game My arms are making movement which I can not control The energy is coming from a place I do not know Scientists are giving crazy explanations But all these assertions will in the future met condemnation