Attitudes

In the mirror, who I see is far from who I thought I'd be All those years ago,when I was young Now I can hardly remember her, the one on which my dusty halo,hung. All this pain that comes with life I know why some choose to end the strife... in their own time, when they choose... When it's like the world is only meant to abuse... everyone? Me against all of you..but we just pass out blame and put our own names to shame, But blame on ourselves we always refuse Everyone yelling everything...No multiple choice, yet no one wants to choose for themselves,let Alone for someone else Our fate is what,if we choose something other than this world. So many fooled by words and faked gratitude.. Most days it's hard to not have this attitude Which at times is my only shield