At My Window

I sit alone at my window Living in my dark and lonely world With no one to talk with And share the sadness in my soul My life has taken a wrong turn Since the day you been gone But in my heart you share my pain I feel it when I sleep and wake at dawn I hear you talking to me in my dreams And my tears will not stop falling I cry thinking did I deserve this pain And all this hurt that I’m feeling I wish I could talk to you But I can’t tell you about my situation So I live in my lonely world with my tears With my anger, pain and frustration You don’t know how I’m falling apart And I’m so scared for my life But I can’t hide my self forever But without you its so hard to survive Alone at night on my bed Thinking about that terrible day In silence with that vision on my mind Playing over and over and wont go away You said my pain is your pain My tears is your tears And my sorrow is your sorrow And you will take away my fears These words has kept me going To help me face tomorrow I’m just a lost souls living with fear Will I ever get over this, idont know I wish you was here to help me If even just to talk for awhile It would mean so much to It might even help me force a smile Now I’m sick and slowly fading away How much more worst can it get I am just a fool or a big joke Living with judgments of regrets Why did all this happen to me? I never hurt any one The pain is killing me inside Making it so hard for life to carry on The suffering I hide from the world Has made my life a living hell And I get use to pretending So no one can look at me and tell But I keep my faith in god And one day all this hurt will go But right now I seek comfort Looking out of my window (