As I See You

As I See You Loneliness engulfed my being Every time I remember the days I was holding you in my arms Caressing your fragile body. Making you feel that I'm there Never to leave you, all alone We're inseparable during those moments I made it a point that I'm there every time you needed me. But there are times we have separated We have to give spaces for us to think Not because I'm up with you It's for us to think of other tricks for us to savor. Dull moments we never had For you made me see the real you and Experienced what it takes to be with you Especially during those times I only had but you. Now you maybe gone for sure I may never see you...your smile I may not hear...your laughter I may not feel your warmth. Nevertheless, you're here with me Your words of wisdom that I have now Your acts of generosity that I am practicing now Your kind words that I'm using now. Every time I wanted to talk to someone I talked to you...in my thoughts I asked for your guidance I didn't know why. Why I have to utter your name When I'm in deep despair Why I have to call you desperately When I can no longer turn to somebody. You make me stronger You make me move on You make me leap a hundredfold Then you make my day. Someday, I know I'll see you No longer in my thoughts No longer in my reverie No longer in my dreams. We'll meet again and I'm waiting for that day You'll know how much I treasured your memories I'll tell you how much you nurtured me How much I become so real because of you. As I see you then And how I'll see you soon That will be grandest day I'm preparing For I'll be with you.