As I Lay

As I lay here I’m wondering if your With someone else Leaving me here lifeless And scared… As I lay here, I quiver with fear just thinking Of you getting smashed in A head-on-collision… As I lay here, I slowly start giving up on Hope, waiting for that someday When you’ll be with me for Eternity. As I lay here,I whisper to myself, “He’s never coming back. Give up And move on with your life.” As I lay here once again. happier then ever before, in the arms Of someone who is dearest to my heart… I start to think Back on how you hurt me and left me in my own pool tears to die. As I lay there, I would think back on how you would hold me, love me unconditionally and show me the sun setting on the hills sitting on the park bench together... But... those days are over now, and I have someone else Who will won't leave me for someone else. Someone who loves me very much. These days I count with him are a never ending life of smiles. And I never wanted anything more then to be loved and held In the arms of the one who keeps my heart safe with his.