As I Awake

As I awake I am still here I still feel the same pain I still have the same nightmare I still feel the same rage I can not change the way it feels I can not tell you why Each and everyday I just want to sit alone and cry For no one knows how I truly feel no ones inside Everyday of every life this is something I truly hide The emotions that you see from me there not the true ones at all For if I showed you the true ones from me your life it would fall Into pieces it would go from all the hurt the pain No more sunshine no more rainbows just clouds and rain See my life used to be all fun and games Till I lost what meant the most Now its not the same They say it gets better with time that time heals all wounds If that was true I would not be hear rhyming you these blues Every morning of everyday this is how I feel The world today is still so full of hate it is still so unreal That's where all this pain is from its easy enough to see If everyone would just get along the pain would subside from me Is it to much to ask, for people to respect and treat each other the same Because sooner than later it will be more than just me that will experience this great pain.