Appear

You came to me many times in my dreams. At first I was scared bt not anymore. You came in the form of a shadow. I closed my eyes and turned away in fear but now I see your face has appear. The pastor feared for many years once upon learning who I am. A gift to the world sits in the palm of my hands. For good or for evil, its up to me to decide. You came to me many times in my dreams. At first I was scared but not anymore. You came in the form of a shadow. I closed my eyes and turned away in fear but now I see your face has appear. Before the death of my sister, you told me I would have to choose. I chose my familia then my heart forever became brused. You went away from my dreams then only came back once my heart became cold. You reached out your hand yet I only turned it away. Fighting wars in my dreams of unknown beings. Voices in my head and visions of unusual seeings. Picked up the Bible yet only learning of its hidings. Secerts of a World thats so blind to many. When someone speaks no one listens. When the voice up lifts then everyone begins to focus. Against a belief thats much stronger then our own can leave a person breathless. I lay down a pad then pick up a pen but my hands refuse to let me write. Stand in front of a croud to speak of our World but my voice is silence. You came to me many times in my dreams. At first I was scared but not anymore. You came in the form of a shadow. I closed my eyes and turned away in fear but now I see your face has appear. You told me respect will be high because of the gift I offer. You told me I wouldn't have to struggle anymore all I have to do is take your hand. Walk with you like how I once did with Jesus. Talk with you like I prayed to God. Not to bow to your feet but lift out my hand for you to kiss as we bow to each other. Sit on the right hand side of the thrown. To have power greater then the World can image. A new lyfe where you wouldn't have to hope and dream. You promised me my revenge on the cruel will come. You promised my my oppinons will be a factor. No more crying at night because of hunger pains. Or familia betrayal. You came to me many times in my dreams. At first I was scared but not anymore. I closed my eyes and turned away in fear but now I see your face has appear