Apathy

I sit with an apathetic reaction The roar of sound that surrounds me A white noise of constant chatter I hear laughter, I hear crying But I still sit in my never ending apathy In my apathy I still remain In the gray wall room That protects me from feelings No emotion can break through My apathetic room I watch with my apathetic indifference Observing the emotional I see all the sadness, heartache and pain As people lose to emotions they have gained So I locked away my feelings till only apathy remained With my apathy I made a little box Where I stuffed all my feelings All the love and the joy The sorrow and pain So in my apathy, I’ll never lose, never gain