Anxiety

Why do I get anxious thoughts that flow like an endless river in my veins and in my mind. Hard to control worries all tangled up getting everywhere, Why does Anxiety Blur the lines, So I cannot see or think clearly in my mind It makes me feel insecure and self conscious like everyone knows what I am Thinking, I hide behind a Concrete smile that cannot break even if I feel broken inside. The Pieces get shattered around but I find ways to get through the storm, even on the darkest Days, Writing is my therapy to express what my heart yearns to say, even when I cannot speak the words seep out to release the feelings to Stop me breaking down when no-one is around. Anxiety changes who I am and who I want to be, as when ANXIETY Calls it makes me dislike the person I am, I don't feel like Me. Anxiety why can't You see how much You Control and take over me in my mind I feel overwhelmed by the lies you make me believe, Anxiety Decieves and tricks My Mind until I lose all Confidence in my abilities and fall into a pit! I will Never let myself just sit and drowned in a sea of Self Pity! Anxiety I will take Control and Get my Life Back and Become the Person I was Desperately Meant and Want to Be! Anxiety You No Longer Own Me!!!