Answer Me This Jessy Clay Riddle

Answer me this do you enjoy watching pain do you enjoy watching suffering I fell in love but that means nothing to you my heart broke you never gave me a chance I tried to make it work was it never meant to be you turned your back on me left me lying in my misery to cry in pain an beg for you to come back I know it wont happen you’ve probably found someone else you must be happy while I sit here depressed the blade cuts deeper every time I think of you soon it will pierce my heart its sunken in my heart will bleed for you you’re the last thing I remember such a happy memory stained with reality as the blood drains my heartbeat fades away I'm happy now so close to you its just a dream I awake to face the pains of another day