Another Hug

I was wondering when I die will I fly or will I fall deep down into the ground and get tortured as pay back for all that i've done wrong. Sometimes you never know. I could be destined to sin and destined to go to hell. But I've always been good but just a little bit mischevious. Got a way of appearing innocent when there ain't a innocent thing on me. I'm honest, I don't drink, i'm still a virgin and I've never smoked but there are some things that have slipped through the cracks all I can say is that only god knows the truth. Save me from the burning pits of hell and make sure that when it's my time that I get to hug my father up in heaven whose been waiting for my return. I long for that moment and I will follow every rule in the book just so that I make sure that I can get another hug from him. Even if it's for a moment I just want to be able to see his face again. Be beside him and tell him of all my hardships and all my joys. All my regrets. I plan to make him proud while i'm standing on this green earth. I won't rot and just sit around for things to happen. His voice is forever in my ear telling me all the right things and I won't disappoint him. So just promise me one thing when I die and move on let me go to heaven for another hug. One hug is all I need. One hug speak volumes to my soul.