Another Familiarity

i have been caused to fall as you have come crashing into my little world unobserved,i'm diving in pushed so far to believe a fearful little girl i don't want to alter you you are your own delight i will never gun you down but now i am silenced feeling like a naughty child thrown from a world i found my strength once was fuelling but i weaken easily i put the blame on you i buckle in my confusion my heart burns with pain fear of the unknown shows through to you i look for comfort as it's you that i've invited to try and squeeze love from me disabled by the truths of not being better than i am to you-just another familiarity