Anger

I try so hard to control my temper I know I should not speak in anger And all self control seem to waver Can't take it that you're with another I know at times I cause you pain Sometimes I think I have lost my brain I am still tied with jealousy's chain My heart still singing a sad refrain Every time I know that you have to rush I just can't help but feel so crushed My temper runs away in a dash Self control turns to nothing but ash The pain just causes me to shudder But it's just caused by my soul's hunger From this jealousy I try hard to recover Try to control, to hold back my anger For ATP (didn't know this poem will actually hold true until recently)