And Through It All

I sit alone surrounded by the dark As all of these thoughts rush right through my brain All that's heard are my screams, yells, and my barks And once the clouds turn gray it starts to rain Fighting and screaming just looking to cry As they sit there laughing at my expense And all I see is hatrid in their eyes Their reactions ar merely just suspense Anxiety had now controlled my life The pain and fears would strike at any time As if only being stabbed with a knife All this worry should really be a crime This all could have been seen as a plea But through it all I've found the real me.