And They Were All Lies

By: Kelvalyn Arbizu Feelings of insanity breach through my core The path I travel is wearisome, I feel I need much more. You left my world so dismal but I couldn’t be weak and cry. You used me and abused me and I don’t know the reason why. The poster child for deception, the perfect paradigm. I thought you really loved me but now I see that was a whim. And while I was lost inside your deceit, I forgot just who I was. My only desire was your attention because I was in love. All I had was love and I gave my soul to you But now all I’m left with is depression inside my spirit through and through. And it hurts to think back, when I took time in vain. Before my heart stopped beating, before I felt this pain. You are Constant torture in my mind, a bullet to my soul. Because You entered me completely and overtook control. You shattered my identity and it only took one second. Because I would do anything just to gain your affection. Not knowing what to do, I walk day by day. I don’t know where I’m going so, I just carve my way. And Try to find a fantasy in a unknown reality. I’m Running steadfast to a make-believe without calamity. Obstacles embed me, leaving their dirty marks. And I feel that I have been defeated by your deadly art. I’ve witnessed this catastrophe first hand; my very soul decaying… To think, I loved you fully and dreamed of always staying. I now hold resentment and it’s all because of you. All men are dogs, and you are walking, living proof. Faithful until the end…yet the end arose so quick. I feel my poor heart bleeding and it started with a prick. All I ever wanted was your love, was that so hard to ask. Was is too hard for you? Was it a difficult task? And if it was why did you stay and not just say goodbye. You said you loved and cared for me. And they were all just lies.