And Then

And then... It all went black... It's kind of funny as I look back... Everything all for not... Learning nothing I was taught... Losing it all on a whim... Drowning because I refuse to swim... Sitting in the courthouse lot... I had never considered getting caught... I look over the endless sea of regret... Over the beaches of mounting debt... I'm self-made and self-lost... I've been cashing checks but now know the costs...