And Again

I promised not to have anything to do with you I promised myself I'd move on to someone new Again, I'm the one calling to see if you're all right Again, it's me left crying every night I want the pain you've provided to be clear I want you far away, but I also need you near Even though you're the one who has given me this aching heart I never tried not to love you from the start So again I'm on the phone with you hoping you hear the tears And again I've let you take advantage of my ever present fears And again I ask myself "Why?" Why am I so in love with you, when all you do is make me cry?