An Inspiraling Expiration

It might become too ironically and iconically embareassing to admit I am taking a (s)hit while exploring my latest and perhaps final nutritional surmise compressing peak climax surprise A well-capitalized Systematic Theology of EcoLogical Systems is not such an inviting much of a moving title Yet herein we might energetically if not also massively invite "should" raise up Yang's enlightening strengths without also evacuating Yin's paradoxical outgoing flow Of nutritional exchange from what was brown and healthy egocentric ownership going down into integral potential for ecosystemic stewardship as dull as giving a crap might not resound Yang could become LeftHemisphere's name too often verbally expressed overly impressed with dis-ecologically abstractly decontextualized secularized lack of curiosity about patriarchally well-capitalized b-**** retention constipated Trumpistic Out of sorts with Yintegrity's dipolar co-gravitating unconditional regard pleasantly emerging self-therapeutic indigenous wisdom often nonverbally nonviolently felt too often ecowomanist sphincter suppressed Yang obstructive repressed economically and politically oppressed expanding entheistic sacred sacramental excremental integrity of health care giving wealth share receiving nutritionally nurturing fertile regenerative co-assets. Yang dominant conditional curiosity about what is safe and also healthy to cooperatively and transparently black v brown v suspiciously blond disregard too often seeks inside enlightenment from outside above intimidating enfrightenment While Yin's anally repressed integrity wants to soil and soul empower by releasing egocentric resources from within not perpetuating anthrosupremacist agonizing constipation pushing down against royal ceramic throned imbalance In a frightening gut-wrenching worldview wherein positive does not quite logically or ecologically or analogically or psychologically or gastro-intestinally or polyvagally neuro-systemically equal not negative Like 1 outgoing potentially nutritional pole and 0 outflowing nurturing hole feel like Yang unconditionally positive regarding not not paradoxical Yintegral potential self-health care reproducing Earth soil's repurposing wealth-share potential nonzero fully evacuating soul. Yang integrity hears and bears down with deep-seated dualdark brown systemic enlightenment biologically whole holy open for fertile felt whole-sum Yintegrity. I painfully need now and want here to communally co-hear coherent co-empowerment through eco-theological Yang secular bodies don't stink where sacred Yintegral minds don't blink Against co-empathic co-invested co-binary polypathic co-passionate nonviolent co-governing inside/outside co-infested polycultural fecal communion Favoring fertile EarthSoul co-gravitating fulfillment mindbody happy healthy wealthy doin my daily duty early morning ablutions Sacred EarthDay practices gastro-intestinal mutually-invested nurturing nutritional ego/ecosystemic balance Co-operative Win/Win synergetic potential, my embarrassingly unconditional regard routine for full iconic and wholesome ironic ego-evacuation Not quite so Yangishly Trumpian triumphalistic narcissistic anthrosupremacist LeftHemisphere dominant Straight White Male privileged royal ceramic throne traumatic chronic fecklessly fecal gaseously gracelessly painful blockage retention Once finally again last speaking out of my (gr)ass about my own stressed-in long-term stuck stuff don't stink extensive metaphoric pretension.