An Escape From You

Can I stop the sobs Am I strong enough To escape their evil To deny what’s real I ask myself why God would Stick me in this jail, my own hell So if I get help I might not feel My own manic episodes, this is real Am I bleeding Am I seeing the truth Or is it just a way To deny my love for you They say Just pop a pill To numb All that can’t heal Can I stop the sobs Am I strong enough To escape their evil To deny what’s real Is it delaying the problem Is it sticking a bandage On a broken arm Am I covering the truth Is it an escape from you I have no idea If it’s the right thing to do But all I know is I must forget you So I’ll take this bitter pill And I’ll conceal my inner hell Cause it’s all I can do To stop loving you