An Absurd Soliloquy

Lying in bed night by sight. I think. My thoughts are BLIND. MY MIND IS flying. Bombarding, discarding trash. It must be checkers board precision I should remain astute. Trying GREATLY to comprehend What's in my own skin. Making effort with words to devise So inclined to be improved with Philosophy. Just words I mutter. Do not be troubled so absurd. There's the word. I shuffled forward forcing my thoughts To the BRINK. ONLY CONSTRUCTIVE critique. Speak free constructively, fundamental, stay gentle Ambivalent decisions Obstacles Of divisions Troubles in the SHADE Which way they say thick DARKNESS pervades Darkness creeps on paws Quick clause Write LAWS Now is the twist Raise your fist For mighty is the fight. Don't let them hear you Even say GOOD NIGHT They'd think it's a code that needs decoding You're so devoted how'd you figure the motive Priorities then take actions Leave uncovered no SATISFACTION to the UNDYING end when win finished then Pen the pauper crippled pockets shallow Are the dreams speck speak free.