Am So Sorry

Three words, eight letters, so difficult to say They're stuck inside of me, they try and stay away I try to speak them but my voice can't catch the air May be am afraid of the lost feelings and emotions it will stir There's one sad truth in life I've found That mistakes are meant to happen cos they are never out of bound True love like yours is a great gift that shouldn't be toyed with Rather should be treasure and cherished it With lots of love and care But that i fail to do and now it's causing me a nightmare Knowing that losing you will make my world meaningless With so much pain that are endless I admit i made a mistake by crossing the line Cos all that happened between us are no person's fault but mine I failed to be by your side when you needed me Especially when your world was AT SEA I left when you needed someone to hold you hug you and respect the true worth of your value I always say i will never do the things i did attempting those things u forbid So many times i said i will try But all i did was to make you cry So many times you needed someone to talk to someone to listen and understand life from your own point of view I was never around when u needed someone to show you true love Someone to take away the pain you can't get rid of I never wished to cause you so much pain Never want your love and care towards me to be in vain Am deeply sorry for the pain you went through for my sake All the hurts and heartbreak Am sorry for the tears that came out from your precious eyes Am sorry for the wrongs and lies If only you knew just how much that i want you to stay How i wish that this feeling would just go away This unbearable guilt that i've caused on my own I feel as if i've cut you deep, straight to the bone You must know that i need your love to survive And without you i'd be more dead than alive You must know that i love you, after all that we've been through And it pains me so much, to know that i've hurt you Baby i'm so sorry, i know i did you wrong But right by your side is where i belong