Am I Mental

Mental Mental Mental, the only thing I can think, I have to be seriously mental, to be put on these? Reading what they are used for, on the internet today, O.M.G seriously, why the heck i'm I on these. It's only just sunken in now, all day I was happy, even after leaving the doctors, nothing was bothering me. At the moment I'm just a ginnie pig, till they find one that suits, looks like a roller coaster ride, for the next few weeks. In 2 more hours I take my first pill, I have no idea what to expect, I'm still trying to hesitate, these pills I just don't want to take. Like everything else I've disliked in life I'll force myself when it's time, but I wasn't expecting Anti Psychotics, this **** just blows my mind. M.Mahauariki © 2012