Am I Evil?

On this night resistnace became futile I found myself well overhead I didn't know what I was thinking I could't control my hands Now it's ruined a friendship I've betrayed a brother What have I done? "It's either her or me... You decide" I can't decide this way I know I've done him wrong I'll be the one at the stand Facing the jury I must be sentenced If I knew the way to go It's got to be her Or maybe it's him... "I'll try to come between you Destroy all you've created Don't ask, you'll never know But you're mine I'll make it so" I wish I could've been the one To show him what he knows Being near to heart I know it's hurting you But it's killing me When sighted love turns its back Then it's time to move on But it's up to me