Alone In Sin

Here I sit alone at heart this broken spirit is only the start. For this darkened cloud now rolls in blanketing me in my life of sin. The dreams I have alone at night haunt me for what I did not do right. The people I would not help that day keep me awake for what they may say. If only I could stop this pain. If only I could stop chasing people away with my emotional cane. If only I could stop from going insane. If only I could get out of this clouds rain. Then maybe i wouldn't be alone at heart. Then happiness will usher in a new start.