Alone and Wandering Out Loud

as i wandered into the crowd i wondered if i'll ever survive letting my thoughts out loud feeling neither dead or alive but empty as a hollow tree not moving but rooted in the same place everyone with their fake smiles pretending to be me people with split personalites and two-faced the world is blind to what others can see alone in the thoughts of my mind wandering like a lost soul everyone's too busy to look inside themselves and find trying to meet society's silly and pathetic goals wishing to be warm and loved and away from society's cold stone hearts wanting what is beautiful and ripping everything else apart many things gone wrong from what society can't finish what they start too superior and arrogant is why society today is so proud as i go alone and wandering out loud