Alone

Seven o'clock in the morning, afraid to open my eyes. Another day of grief, a day of fear. I feel so alone. I try to justify all the pain, all the guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, a day of wondering, Is it ever gonna go away,? all this pain I feel, all this anger Is it all gonna stay? One o'clock in the morning, afraid of the nightmares. So I sit here, again my breathing stops, all I can do is stare into the night. What is the cause of this feeling? Another night of tears, a night of hiding, alone once again. My heart feels empty. I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, a day of wonder, Is this ever gonna end?