Almost a Song

2-8-2013 Almost a Song Just about to loss my mind,ever since you left me, Gone too soon,when we were together -I was not free, Not even now,years later the memory is not gone, I wonder whenever I see you ,do you even know,sounds like a song, Up and up ,I see why I feel down N down,no make believe, Just an old worn pair of shoes,to look at- hurts the feet, Yes you are an old friend,but again you stand on the other side, I heard your voice once and I could hear the pain subside, More than a feeling was all you once were, Take it from someone,who did not ever understand, I found what I never could own up as a man, Pack yourself away for some other time, If you could only come as you are,attending as a star, You'd be more than it was -you and I from afar You wear my heart like a sleeve,until you become tattered, Almost free to the world spinning on you as to fret, Why did I look up to, for such a very long time, A love song that would never ryhme,