Almost

I almost forgot to remember you. I almost escaped remembering that you are meant to be more than just a memory. And the sound of your smile, the smell of your hug, the taste of your love... Confuses my senses. My brain forgot to mention not to forget you. I tried to cope with loss of hope by not expecting to be with you. I almost had it together, almost knew the answer Almost had it added up, but who cares about the math after the aftermath? Tell me who gives a damn after that. I almost lost me. Was nearly a face on a milk carton waiting to be seen. Waiting to be found by myself. I was in Hell...waiting for Heaven.