All This Struggle

all this struggle all these tears all this yelling all this cursing you just want this s@#$ to end to be done.. over with all this worry all this hurt all this pain your just sick and tired of this s@#$.. you want it to end to be done.. over with.. but it isn't happening any time soon.. so you hide your tears behind this mask you laugh you smile you giggle.. just hiding behind this mask but at the end of the day the mask comes off ..the tears start crashing.. the smile disappears the laughs seem distant all this struggle all these tears all this yelling all this fussing all this cursing all this worry all this hurt all this pain you just want this stuff to end to be done .. over with... your sick and tired of this s@#$.. wondering... when a ray of sun will shine ..... will it ever shine?...... ...