All of a Sudden It Hit Me

It's like this strange feeling hit me almost instantaneously, for a while, I felt nothing but insanity in my life, and ongoing tragedy, of a young girl, trapped in the wrong world. But suddenly, it all seems so clear to me, I can be free from fear, no more tears, or the slightest thought of another nightmare. It was such a dark phase, not a dark life, I'm so thankful that I can finally see the light. I don't need someone to make me feel happy, I should have seen it sooner, there's no need for me to suffer any longer. Honestly, it's a brand new me, I feel clean, shiny, the world is so serene. All of a sudden it hits me now, I should live life in the present, and forgets all of the resentments. All of a sudden it me, this is my life..isn't it somehow lovely?