All I Know of Life

all i really know are tears hiding in shadows to avoid lifes promises giving up chances instead of getting my hopes up living unfullfillingly until someone tells me to stop. if no ones cares, it'll be a normal day no pity on me, this is just my way you can hold me down, but i wasn't planning on leaving and please remember, looks can be decieving. i get up sometimes hoping for moonlight again sheltered myself, no one can get in i complain about lonliness but i'll shut you out and i'll make you resent me without having a doubt. when i was happy, i took it away from myself there's nothing left but i'm still breathing sort of hoping for the next day