Alicia's Love

I'd nurture the World if only they would Appreciate it. The passion that Rains in my heart is a Storm trying to Soak up Roots in the Ground of my past. But Still i have a kind heart. My love is Sincerely Genuine. And fragile it takes someone really special to understand me. I nag at Inconsistencies. I nag at failed Attempts of love that i watched Grown only to just die. In my face. Continuing fighting on lies. And betrayal silent tears i shed for the woman in the mirror. I know what i deserve. Im not perfect i want whats made right for me to stand up. And be the last of what i haven't seen in the rest. Im ready for my dose of hope. Im not ready for love because i have yet to experience the true meaning. Until God. Shines the sun on his face and let me know that he who found me is a great thing. Using Anger and infidelity to please my flesh. Realizing it kept me sad. Crying out for something worth loving. Felt like an angel dangled me with my broken wing. Just to drop me back down to earth. And kept me one step away from my mission. I stand firm in my mistakes but im not bitter. Most of the choices i made was on me. But i promised myself i wouldn't let life defeat me. I live in joy , i dive in love. I sleep in thoughts of determination. Alicia's love is not bruised. But it is being repaired my my king. My love is frustrating, Complicated, its passionate. But it real.