Alcoholic

in times I've rested, laid on the floor, not getting up, or answering the door, in places I have nested, a hedge or highway, bled and thrown up, friends don't call, no way, in jail, unconscious, I wake up in hell, burning all the bridges, in hospital, I fell, in rehab, i'm broken, my mind is not my own, shiver and shake, no sleep, want to go home, panic strikes, step back, end game, paranoia puts up walls in your way, maybe tomorrow I wont feel the same, maybe tomorrow I wont be the same....