Alanis Morisette

I know you got my letter from years ago the one about all my problems and the crush i had on you about my dresser and my mispelled name and what slide meant to me and why I should be accountable but im not sure what im supposed to do ive heard you and understand your sick of your voice and why ive even tried joining your fan club but i think that fell through I told u about my friend sherri shepherd and her family and how they blindly ylead eachother but im not allowed to be her friend Im not sure what id do if i was in your shoes recieving a letter from a child fan telling a stranger their suicidal tendencies and molestations and abuse at home and their witchcraft circle and strange experiences that involved making love to a famous artist before their career had changed Alanis its like unexplainable to me what you are a reminder of a mother figure i never knew a saving grace when the angels seemed soo far away and i understand all of ur lyrics from im not ur mother i diont carry you in my womb for nine months to not the doctor and now i wonder if im like an adopted 27 year old life lesson object to crave side project toy you never wanted but got handed and passed with flying colors even though a few of your lyrics are two edged swords im not sure what i wrote and sent off to you but by the time you read it and wrote that song a lot had changed i spoke of love like yours and the help i needed and how i was fascinated with you things i needed help with no one else could i dont remember what i wrote i think i wrote marilyn manson one too Thank you we bruised eachother and i know you did a lot more for me an object to crave? its there u know...and it might not be me but if u want one and u cant find one i can help u look, or show u places to start life is strange i cant fathom the loops we sent eachother through and who knows what anymore but thank you soo much