Agonizing Contriteness Fashions Lugubriousness

Solitude breeds malignant nemesis couched as woe seated heavily within mine angst riddled quavering psyche blinding clairvoyance debilitates enthusiastic frequency wavelengths propagate unfounded probable future destitution predicated upon intractable lifetime mired within groveling penuriousness "dirt poor" accursed fate pervaded plentiful not ready for prime time playing years repercussions long fostered anguish, when offspring begot (particularly the whip smart eldest) she jockeyed herself as winner with good n plenti horsesense chomped at the bit, albeit figuratively, when aforementioned progeny attained age of awareness underscored by livingsocial in the horn of plenty regarding estates generally dripping exuberant wealth, where plush domiciles within MainLine accentuated luckless financial pitfall, asper yours truly afflicted mental illness mine generalized anxiety, panic, obsessive compulsive disorder... ascribed to existence squandered, nee imprisoned impenetrable prison found me captive undermining ordinary healthy development sabotaging approximately five decades constituting better part sans mein kampf, which total three plus score orbitz, yet far and away psychologically afflicted nsync and linkedin with emotional, mental, and social trauma (learning difficulty compounded dilemma repercussions extant today), now healthily sublimated, courtesy painful pubescent exhumation poetry metier write cathartic, holistic, narcotic... plus weekly therapy sessions also exercise in toto with meditation supplements summoning forth inner Wizard of Oz to traverse cratered abysmal pits gingerly sidestepping death traps awash with skeletal wreckage indelible scars perforating air supply condemning me aging baby boomer nsync lead zeppelin plunges corporeal essence gripped stranglehold asphyxiates sputtering torturous undulations irrepressibly avast impossible mission livingsocial counter intuitive rather hermetically sealed simian accustomed himself being alone.