Addiction
I see that
you laugh coyly
as if you have done nothing to me.
Your pure white outer shell
is a canvas calling for me to make use of it.
There are so many of you,
how shall I choose?
It really does not matter,
for every version of you has the same effect.
Your residence is my asylum--
it is the padded room that
softens the fall
and keeps me sane....
help me forget....
help me become numb....
I need your chemicals flowing
through my veins each night.
I cannot sleep without you inside of me.
My heart beats faster
like a clock rushing to reach eternity,
and that rhythm seems to lull me to
sleep.
I even welcome the plagues of
nightmares and hAlLuCiNaTiOnS
that sometimes come with your presence....
paralysis
eyes sewn shut
awake!
paranoia
spirits torture
awake! awake!
delirium
complete darkness
awake! awake!
AWAKE!
When I manage to pry me eyelids apart
and escape from the chains you have cast on me,
you are gone...
vanished...
no trace left behind--even the details of the
nightmares are forgotten.
Please,
I need you.
I crave you.
Being without you makes my insides devour themselves.
(Ironically, being with you does the same).
I cannot function without your voodoo,
your magic ingredients.
Wait,
what is that I hear?
You are calling to me.
Another white canvas is waiting to be consumed....
Copyright © Veronica Merka | Year Posted 2006
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