Acceptance

My heart is golden, my loyalty real, i'm genuine and true. Yet i'm still overlooked even by you. I go out of my way to accomplish what i'm asked to do. Even still not good enough fro you. I didn't do it fast enough or right. Hell is anything I do even close to alright? I so much just want to remain out of sight. I can't take another fight. Praying to stay asleep permanently when I cry myself to sleep at night. Pathetic I hear you say and I guess that's ok it's always been this way