A Word I Have Created

Hear no evil and pretend that the world is new. As my eyes become more blind never noticing the things around me I stay ignorant protecting myself from the fears that may ravish at my mind and break down my sub consciousness, that never seems well protected. Notice noting, see nothing, and ignore all others entrance my self in a world that I want to know exists and I want to believe is real. Ignore all thing and live with in myself, and the world will continue to spin as I , continue to live in a world that could fall apart at any second, but I ignore that fact, for the real world seems more fragile than the one I have created.