A Toast

If you knew my pain And you felt the rain You would be long gone You would go insane But I am still here today This feeling won't go away I am stuck here Until the end of may I take small steps I move so slow I still picture you I can't let go The longer time goes by The more I ache I can't forget you What will it take? You laugh You cry You live You die I guess I am all I have Is to experience four But I have felt like that Ever since you walked out the door Your memory Still haunts my embrace I miss those eyes I miss that face You made me smile And I would never lie I loved you And you left why? You say you loved him all along It's the words that hurt the most Upon your deceit and lies I declare a toast