A Time of Darkness

The lonely night has fallen again you see, if i were not alone, i wouldnt be thinking of just me. The street is busy as it is most nights, you can tell by the sound and the shining of the lights. my heartbeat is all i can hear at this time, it beats and thuds, and sometimes it binds. To be lonely is not,the best place to ever be, it can make you feel insecure and drop to your knees. My life has come to know me all to well, I feel trapped sometimes, as if im in a living hell. The breeze blows past with a slight howl, if you listen closely, it may sound much like a growl. I sit and think how life could be, if only i knew how to begin to change me. it sounds more easy said than done, cause lord knows now , im having no fun.