A Tag of Pain

Pain squizzes life out of my paralyzed mind and it feels like a grain of sugar under attack from ants. Induring comes with an ocean of tears Never ending and excruciating Sending my body into manifestational shivers Needing an escape with immediate effect Every nerve is hyperbolically numbing Enough to shut doors when the world outside peeps into my life Darts of mental disorders are hurled at me , my mind is infested with anxious ants nibbling on my confidence Looking for rest I drown my fears and anxieties  in a slumber. Echoes of numbing pain pin me down as I crawl to the exit door Shaky knees won't hold me for long lest my life I lose without the anchors of heaven. So I pray and become the prey Failing to comprehend my period of testing marathons from my predator I fail to testify for the man at Calvary playing scavenge hunting for my sake Not wanting to form scars to avenge Every single day I seek him, he lifts my fallen face and reminds me of his might And when my enemies attack he is my shield in this tag of war . So I know when my iniquities hide his face I'll tag him to my place of refuge