A Strange Change

Confusion is giving me great botheration Matter purely relating to a brainy computer Gets placed here to in fact greatly upset, My ignorance, now, I cannot at all deny   Thought of a poet is not anywhere caught Change like this to me appears strange A different atmosphere is here present Spins my mind and my hope truly thins   Odd I look and nothing useful I could add Brain of mine is getting a kind of deep pain Inability of mine is giving my mind instability Shock waves attack my mind to cruelly block   Can I come out of this trap my dear man? Is life growing damn tough so as not to ease? Mood of mine shouts saying I am not shrewd Feel I very, very sad as ideas appear like steel   Utter sorrow makes me never feel better Tears form in eyes to cancel all the cheers Heart is dolorous with none to kindly comfort Okay, life is like this, let us follow our own way.