A State of Mind

All these memories of every kind My head is now filled to the brim Thinking that is clearly outlined Eaither that or a more thicker skin Thoughts and feelings entwined Quite often makes my head spin What's now become a daily grind A battle with myself I can never win So Longing to feel more refined Though one asks where do l begin When changing my state of mind And how l always feel deep within Extra verse it's how l often feel l find A case of me verse him So tired of looking behind Is it just down to self discipline this was again reworked I've TYPED UP ON SOUP INSTEAD OF TRANSFER FROM USB ANOTHER INTERPRETASION