A State of Absance

I’m in a state of absence but blissfully unaware As for now seems like my only real prognosis I'm not one for ignorance but now don't care And I'm sure I have taken plenty of overdoses For this brief moment my thoughts now cease Just for this once to have no worry nor no fear I'm a missing component but still it is a release For a short time my thoughts they seem clear I'm now in silent mode nothing but emptiness It's like I'm some where in the lost and found If I don't my head will explode with madness It's like I'm on this constant merry go round Just for once forgetting my don’ts and does I’m not one for ignorance but now don't care And for this time having uncomplicated views I'm in a state of absence but blissfully unaware THIS IS A FOLLOW UP TO A STATE OF CONFUSION AND A STATE OF MIND ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// ///////////////////////////////////////// I GUESS WHAT INSPIERD ME IS LOOK BACKS BUT ALSO THE FACT JUST RECENTLY ON FACE BOOK DISCOVERD MY EX AND TRYING TO SEE MY SON HAS KNOCKED ME A BIT ITS BEEN TWELTH YEARS SO NATURLY A BIT ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW UNSURE WHAT TO DO WE HAVE EXCHANGED MEASAGES THE ONLY THING IS I STILL HAVE STRONG FEELINGS FOR HER AS IVE PROBABLY MENTIONED IN WORLDS APART AND NOSTALGIA AND OTHERS \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ THIS A LITTLE MORE ABOUT MY SELF LIE SHADOW OF A DOUBT AND TROUBLED SOUL DAYS OF COLOUR ECT WRITTEN BY MYSELF DAVIDSCOTT 2007 UPDATED FOR 2014 ################################################### ####### A