A Sincere Expression of Gratitude From a Normally Bashful Guy

i have my bad habits you accept them all i have my imperfections you see them as rare art you smile at me as i put the last of the ornaments on the Christmas tree i do not deserve you the True Blessing for me is that you adamantly disagree i made some bad decisions you shrug your shoulders and say 'don't we all?' i am not wise with my money you smile at me as i put the Mom's Favorite Star on top of the Christmas Tree i am not worthy of you the True Blessing for me is that you passionately disagree i am my own worst enemy you open your arms and your heart to offer friendship i am the president of the construction of my problems your smile at me as i plug up the brand new lights radiantly beautifying the Christmas Tree i do not have the potential to be anywhere near your esteemed presence the True Blessing for me is that YOU WILL ALLWAYS FOREVER DISAGREE, and i will humbly and sincerely Thank God for You until my time on this earth is done